Why do I feel a good feeling being around you? The smile, innocence and pain feels so true. In the moment of joy, a world of thoughts inside one frozen frame of destiny come to life. Dazzling me as I find the answers I've been searching my whole life. I strive to succeed as I seek a purpose to all the chaos of this lifetime. Just wandering in circles, deeply wishing you'll always be mine. From the reality of today till the end of time. A journey to cherish and believe in for straightening the line. But life wants to play by its rules. Tough I am, won't fall like the other fools. I'm swinging back and forth to break these chain of thoughts. Right or wrong, courageously I fought. Oh love, come closer to me, let me keep you warm. Away from this wicked world and it's norms. Just set me free from this jail I'm in. Let me believe in love and that to love is no sin.
I was broken and it seemed beyond repair, But I was holding on in my times of despair. A wise man once said, work hard for the fruit, And I noticed a strange hope in the surrounding air. I had stopped feeling alive a long time ago, Today I wanted to work, let my past go. But where do I start? I questioned myself, Happiness they say, comes when you go with the flow. But my life and sanity was out of control, Someone rolled the dice before, now my turn to roll, But I didn't gift this new opportunity to chance this time, Took destiny in my hands, headed straight for my goal. I fell down seven times, got up eight, Never let a man or God, control my fate. And I found my happiness coming back to life. Even God wept a proud tear, for the fruit I ate.
I dreamed. I dreamed a dream. Woke up and it was taken away. Far into the darkness of the abyss, I could see. But now it seems like haze. And I carry on with my day. I dreamed again and it went away in a snap. I wondered, shook my head, didn't remember, The place, the time, the moment so truthfully wrapped. A gift as they call it to be, I looked everywhere couldn't find one. They say everyone gets a share, I felt undone. I felt cheated, I felt a pain. The pain tore my ribs apart. Left here stranded with the wound. And that blow was only a part. A small part of what would happen to me. I ran one last sprint away from the hell. As I felt the distance grew stronger, I felt free. Free from the dream but within the dream, it consumed me whole. I woke up back in my bed, one body, one soul.
You seem so far but still feel so close, Flowing with the morning breeze, wherever it goes. I see you in the mirror, from where I stand. But looking beside, you're nowhere to be found. I feel your presence in the fragrant indoor air, Holding on to me in my times of despair. Lighting up my path like a fairytale, Singing me to sleep at the end of the day. You've got a way about you and there's so much to adore, It sometimes strikes me bold have I met this soul before. Waking me up from my midsummer daydream, And I start over again, dreaming this endless dream.
Here comes the rain again, Believe me, It will wash the pain again. The cold water will rejuvenate your skin, Free you from the past and all its sins. Love will find a way into your broken heart, Care, warmth, and passion soon to follow. You’ll be a little wiser and little more smart, God will complete, what was once hollow. Take one step at a time into the bright, Let the inner voice guide you towards the light. And remember the lines, "it’s not over until I win!" So start the fire again, burning passionately within. Have faith in love, you're meant to stay, Perseverance and commitment is the key. Your story was written since the very first day, You're at the very place God wanted you to be. You will find peace. I’m sure you will, Sipping coffee in a light breeze, enjoying the still. And here comes the rain again, It will wash all the pain and nothing will ever be the same again.
